Jan
22

Everyday Poets 4: Matthew Bassein

Growing Up

by Matthew Bassein

i was the quiet kid
He was the loud mouth
i had a stutter, and a lisp
He always spoke eloquently

i hated him
He loved me
i always fought with him
He was bigger, he would win

i thought he was better than me
He thought so too
i wanted to be like him, i wanted to be better than him
He didn’t care. It killed me

I wasn’t a kid the last time we had a fight
He didn’t know that

He was angry, he always was
I said mean things that I could never take back
He punched me in the face
I tackled him to the ground

He slammed his fists into anything he could
I took my time
He made sure he left reminders swelled under my skin
I grabbed his neck and locked my arm across his throat

he couldn’t breathe
I felt his elbow in my gut, his fingernails digging into my skin
he wanted to scream, rasps came out
I didn’t care.

Jan
22

The Australian Reviews CAGED

The Australian’s Damon Young gave a glowing review of Caged: Memoirs of a Cage-Fighting Poet. Dr. Damon Young is a Melbourne-based philosopher and author, and the co-editor of Martial Arts and Philosophy: Beating and Nothingness. Click here to subscribe to The Australian – Australia’s best-selling newspaper. See below for an excerpt.

“Like Hemingway, Conaway’s descriptions of fighting benefit from his poetic and pugilistic discipline: taut, sharp, rhythmic. They are also honest.

“…Caged is an intelligent, brave, intimate memoir, one that rebuts many falsehoods about writers and fighters, minds and bodies. Nietzsche’s motto is alive and well in Conaway’s hands (and fists): ‘Become what you are.’”

Jan
19

MMA & Male Eating Disorders

As MMA grows, so too does the % of male eating disorders. This is a complex problem that involves not only the physical but also the psychological. MMA is a sport with weight classes, and when coupled with the fact that it’s often marketed with hardcore training and “getting ripped,” it’s easy to see how it is contributing to male eating disorders and a host of other body image issues. The following is the official press release (containing some shocking figures) from the International Association of Eating Disorders Professionals.

Contact: Susie Lomelino/Sarah Drew

[email protected]/[email protected]

214.269.2092/214.269.2087

FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE

New Study Presented at iaedp Symposium 2012 Examines “Bigorexia,” Introduces First Assessment Tool for Males with Eating Disorders

Study finds one in three men would sacrifice their life span for the “ideal” body

PEKIN, Ill. (Jan. 17, 2012) A new study reveals a staggering one out of three men would sacrifice a year of life to achieve their ideal body weight or shape. This statistic is a jarring revelation for a society once accustomed to associating eating disorders as a traditionally female issue. Acknowledging this quiet and unrealistic quest for perfection, the iaedp Foundation presents at Symposium 2012 “Eating Disorders Assessment for Men: Exploring Gender Differences and Introducing the First Male Specific Diagnostic Instrument,” presented by Ray Lemberg, Ph.D., and Stevie Stanford, Ph.D., on Thursday, March 22 in Charleston, S.C.

            The presentation introduces the Eating Disorder Assessment for Men (EDAM), the first assessment tool developed for and tested on males with eating disorders.  This introduction entails an overview and discussion of diagnostic action for male specific examination and treatment. Historically considered a female issue by society, the presenters will trace its history in men to better understand the rate of incidence increase to 250 percent in the past 10 years.

            “Men, like women, also worry about self-image, especially how they present that image to the world. For men, that worry can manifest itself in perceived loss of social standing, emasculation and deteriorated confidence,” said Bonnie Harken,managing director at The iaedp Foundation.“This presentation removes the mask of male well-being and focuses on providing assistance for an increasingly difficult diagnosis.”

            Discussing socio-cultural factors such as unrealistic body image issues and hard-driven media influence that can perpetuate eating disorders in males, the presenters will delve into the topics of muscle dysmorphic disorder, also known as “Bigorexia,” gender differences in presentation of eating disorder symptoms and body dissatisfaction between males and females. Both Dr. Lemberg and Dr. Stanford will also present on issues shown to be risk factors to men: specific sports involvement, sexual abuse, history of weight issues, sexual orientation and co-morbidity with other disorders and addictions.

            According to the study, men are consumed with an idealized image of minimal body fat and large amount of muscle, which can directly affect self-esteem and behavior. With such a narrowed perception of masculinity, most concerning is the possibility that men may be less emotionally equipped to address body image concerns because of its stigma as a female issue. While eating disorder professionals have spent years effectively diagnosing and treating women, this study demonstrates how society’s emphasis on idealized images encourages men in harmful behavior with devastating physical and mental health consequences.

To register for Symposium 2012, visit www.iaedp.com.

About iaedp:

Since 1985, the International Association of Eating Disorders Professionals has provided education and training standards to an international and multidisciplinary group of various healthcare treatment providers and helping professions.

iaedp is excited about Charleston as the site for iaedp Symposium 2012! Enjoy this incredible city during its Historic Home and Garden Week while experiencing the conference many of our attendees call “the best eating disorder conference” in the field.  For more information, visit: International Association of Eating Disorders Professionals.

Jan
17

Guardian: Fake and poor quality malaria drugs risk crisis in Africa, warn scientists

I am currently in Mae Sot, Thailand at a conference on Malaria as part of my studies for Malaria: Poems.

Earlier today I stumbled on this article that was on the front page of the Guardian. Ironic, too, because Dr Paul Newton from the Wellcome Trust-Mahosot Hospital-Oxford University Tropical Medicine Research Collaboration will be presenting tonight on this very topic. The complexity of malaria continues to enthrall me and scientists around the world. Check out this article to get a small glimpse of a small glimpse of it.

Jan
08

Everyday Poets 3: Bryan Lewis

Clockwork

Nature sees what nature sees,

And nature does what nature does.

Minds believe in memories,

And sometimes hearts believe in love.

When hearts and minds do both agree,

Conceived are dreams converged as one.

But love of life and logic leaves

Our livelihood left out of luck.

Deceived are these who dream of things

Composed of money, grease, and blood;

Mechanical beings with cogs and springs,

Like clockwork do this planet run,

In tightened shifts devices click,

Send slowly start to smog the sun.

But smoke and fog made synthetically,

How many does this bother? None.

Machines you see, they do not breathe

The air they leave, beneath, for us.

They call this craft their politics,

And leave us here to pay in blood.

Being animals, we wonder,

How the humans lost their love.

When will man begin to see?

What nature sees how nature does?

*This poem’s final line is a powerful one. As humans, we think we’re smart enough to sit back and look at what we’ve done. Maybe we’re not, the poet suggests, through posing the question. Aside from that, the wording is tight. That concept could easily have sprawled on for an entire paragraph, but here the poet has concisely stated a grand idea in as few words as possible. Lines like this are what can separate poetry from all other genres of writing.

Ugly

This is how it started,

Sitting in an ugly tree

Eating ugly sandwiches,

And they were good as they can be,

When suddenly there came a breeze

And i was falling gracefully,

I hit my head on every branch,

Then the tree fell on me…

*I enjoyed this poem because it made me reflect on how a current emotional state can impact reality. On a good day, maybe that sandwich would have been nondescript or even artful. But this isn’t a good day. It’s one of those days where the cliche “when it rains, it pours” fits. Even the falling, although graceful, is still falling and even results in hitting the head on branches. But, alas, that still isn’t enough. The tree not only falls, but falls on the fallen. We’ve all had days, metaphorically speaking, like this.

Bryan Lewis is a 25-year-old computer science major from Richmond, Indiana. When he’s not studying for class, he writes, produces, and performs music (lyrical rap.) He also writes poetry and short stories in his free time, although he’s never made a significant effort to be published. Bryan has a deep love for the natural world, and enjoys the solitude and reflection it brings. Find him here on Facebook.

Jan
06

Meet Maggie Chestney – International Educator

Maggie is an international educator and is currently working her magic with the youth in Thailand. She’s taught in West Virginia, at a boarding school in Virginia for kids with learning disabilities, volunteered in Costa Rica to teach English and is currently a kindergarten teacher here in Bangkok, Thailand. A former soccer standout, she’s into nutrition, fitness, equality, yoga and the complex dynamics of communication. You can follow her on Twitter @MaggieChestney and here through her Facebook.

Jan
03

CAGED is FREE on Kindle Jan 3-7, 2012!

To open 2012, CAGED: Memoirs of a Cage-Fighting Poet can be purchased for FREE beginning on January 3 and ending on January 7. The New Year Special is exclusively for the Kindle. Click here to get it now.